a smile

Friday, May 17, 2019 (6:42 a.m.)

Blessed God,

Thank You.

(7:13 a.m.)

Look! A smile. A genuine, unforced smile.

Thank You Father. Truly. Yes. Thank You.

I noticed I wasn’t smiling. Didn’t know why. Couldn’t manufacture one. Then suddenly, seemingly out of nowhere, a smile. Unexpected. Not attempted. Pure.

I was searching Your Word. Going from one section to another. Following key words. “Blur.” “Focus.” “Concentrate on.” Somewhere along the line, there it was. Thank You!

Now I am reading Psalm 34:5, Easy-to-Read Version. “If you look to Him [the LORD] for help, He will put a smile on your face. You will have no need to be ashamed.” Praise You Father.

Yes! The Message, “Look at Him; give Him your warmest smile. Never hide your feelings from Him.”

Hmm. Never hide my feelings from You. What would that really look like?

I like to think I’m honest with You. Not hiding my feelings from You. But am I really? Maybe. To some degree.

When I won’t force or fake a smile, I believe I’m being genuine with You. Real. Authentic. Truthful.

As I seek Your way and find a smile on my face, my heart feels lighter. Hopeful. Buoyant. Mm. Yes.

There’s a peacefulness. Cheerfulness.

New Living Translation, “Those who look to Him for help will be radiant with joy; no shadow of shame will darken their faces.” Radiant with joy.

Yes Father. It is when we focus our thoughts and plans on You that we experience freedom from our fears. Thank You Lord.

Yes. Thank You. I remembered yesterday that I can write out all my plans. In pencil. All the while being aware that You hold the eraser. I am not in control. You are.

This being true frees me to once again hope and trust in You. And smile! Thank You God. Use me this day. Exactly as You know is best!

Thank You. I love You. Amen.

(329 words ~ 8:34 a.m.)