Thursday, February 19, 2026 (6:17 a.m.)
Awesome God,
Thank You. I woke up singing parts of ♪The Truth♪ and realized I desperately want to know and live Your Truth.
John 8:32. The Message. “Then Jesus turned to the Jews who claimed to believe in Him. ‘If you stick with this, living out what I tell you, you are my disciples for sure. Then you will experience for yourselves the truth, and the truth will free you.’”
(7:10 a.m.)
♪Who the Son sets free
Oh is free indeed
I’m a child of God, yes I am♪
(♪Who You Say I Am♪)
Holy Father, I confess to You. I sing the songs. Quote the Bible verses. Have an arm’s length association with all I believe about You. Your will. Your way. Your Truth.
And when all is said and done? I feel fearful. Of not being and/or doing enough. I keep waiting for this lifelong less than feeling to dissipate. To be gone forever.
That is not the case. No matter how many songs I sing. And Bible verses I recite. The overwhelming self-imposed verdict? I will never measure up.
I’m hoping/asking (Matthew 7:7a) for Your intervention with my own self assessment. I continue deeming myself unacceptable. Try again. Come back later.
Then again sings the verse:
♪The Truth is I am my Father’s child
I make Him proud and I make Him smile
I was made in the image of a perfect King
He looks at me and wouldn’t change a thing♪
Tell me Dearest Dad, why I can’t I truly believe this to be true about me?
♪The Truth is I am truly loved
By a God who’s good when I’m not good enough
I don’t belong to the lies, I belong to You
And that’s the Truth♪
I DON’T want to listen to the lies anymore!
(8:24 a.m.)
And here begins another song of Your Truth:
♪There is therefore now no condemnation
For those who are in Christ Jesus♪
(Romans 8:1)
(9:16 a.m.)
Tell me please, why is it that I can sing so readily of Your Truth yet still struggle with accepting and applying it to myself? Is this something inherent? Generational? Nurture or nature?
YOU have Your work cut out for Yourself Lord. I want to live and love as You designed. Gratefully. Joyfully. Do all You must to Your good and perfect end. I love, need, trust and want You to use me as You know is best. Thank You. Praise You. Amen.
(378 words ~ 9:19 a.m.)