Wednesday, August 21, 2013

direction


Monday, August 19, 2013 (7:54 a.m.)
Las Vegas, NV
Fabulous Father God,

I don't know which direction to take here with You this morning. Do I thank You for all the fun we've had these past few days? Or do I ask You about pursuing the things I don't understand? One thing is for sure, I am coming to You for direction!

Mm, come to You for direction. Oh, that I would do that on a regular basis! Looking to 2Timothy 3:14-17, The Life Recovery Bible refers to Your Word as “the wonderful resource” and “the ultimate guide to help us realize what is wrong in our life.” Seems like excellent direction to me!

Continuing in the same paragraph, The Bible is described as, “the only accurate measuring stick available”. It also “reveals God's program for healthy living and shows us how to relate properly and unselfishly to God and other people.”

This comment also shares that “God's Word offers more than just good advice. It promises God's powerful help to all who turn to Him with a humble heart.”

Father, going up just one verse in the section mentioned above I am reminded that Jesus promised us, “Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows” (John 16:33). Ah, but He didn't leave us with that truth alone. No, He added, “but cheer up, for I have overcome the world.”

Blessed Father, it is so very easy (natural) for me to feel frustrated and beaten down by circumstances. Thank You that Your Word repeatedly directs us to “cheer up” and “take heart”.

The examples set for us in the history of Your Word show people who suffered and had faith in You in the midst of their suffering. Paul, for one, continued to show his love for You along with his patience (2Timothy 3:10). He promised Timothy that “those who decide to please Christ Jesus by living godly lives will suffer at the hands of those who hate Him. In fact, evil men and false teachers will become worse and worse, deceiving many, they themselves having been deceived by satan” (vs. 12,13).

This is where I normally throw in the towel. Give up. Mope. Brood. Despair. But Your very next verse gives me such good direction! “But you must keep on believing the things you have been taught. You know they are true, for you know that you can trust those of us who taught you” (14). And this from a man, alone in prison, shortly before his death!

Paul went on encouraging Timothy in his faith in You. “The whole Bible was given to us by inspiration from God and is useful to teach us what is wrong in our lives; it straightens us out and helps us do what is right. It is God's way of making us well prepared at every point, fully equipped to do good to everyone” (vs.16-17).

Oh! And now back to the end of the comment. “God has given us a wonderful resource in His Word. Our recovery will benefit when we take the time to understands what it says.”

And now, referring all the way to the first paragraph with which I began... “pursuing the things I don't understand”. Your Word holds answers. Guidelines. Direction. Empower me to use it well this day.

I love You Father. Thank You for this time of being away from home and responsibilities. I ask for Your safe travel mercies as we return. As well as Your continual direction on choices that I make. Let them be glorifying to Your most holy name. I love You. I thank You. Amen.
(611 words ~ 9:28 a.m.)

time away


Saturday, August 17, 2013 (4:50 p.m.)
Las Vegas, CA
Loving Father God,
Sunday, August 18, 2013 (7:29 a.m.)
Las Vegas, CA
Gracious, Good and Glorious God,

Thank You! I didn't realize how desperately I needed time away from routine and responsibility.

I recognized a stiff necked tendency on the drive over yesterday when our path was altered due to severe traffic conditions. Rather than pray and thank You for our safety, I began harrumphing and grumbling to myself.

(9:49 a.m.)

(10:22 a.m.)

Start. Stop. Start again. Father, thank You! Thank You that no matter the things we allow to get in the way of You, YOU do not ANYthing get in Your way!

Father, thank You that in all these past weeks/months that I have not been 'okay' You never once lost sight of me or my needs. Thank You Father that I get to come to You with better clarity. A renewed sense of awe and respect for who and ALL You are!

Thank You that You do NOT leave us (Deuteronomy 31:6, Hebrews 13:5) alone in our pain. Disappointed. Disillusioned. Never do we have to be afraid. Too often I choose fear. Forgive me Father. You have gifted us with Your presence. You gave us Your Son in the flesh and still too often I turn away. Stamping my foot. Wanting things MY way. Foolish child that I am.

Thank You Blessed Father, for coming into this world in the form of Your Son, to give us Your Blessed Hope (Titus 2:13). Let me use that hope well. It truly has taken me this time away to see more clearly just how dank and dark my spirit had become. “Going through the motions” is NOT what Your Son sacrificed Himself for on our behalf. That You for the fresh eyes with which to see.

Everywhere I turn in Your Word this morning is bringing me hope. Reading again in Daniel I am reminded, “You are a great and awesome God; You always fulfill Your promises of mercy to those who love You and keep Your laws” (9:4). “But in God's time and plan, His judgment will be poured out upon this evil one” (v. 27).

And then these words in the next chapter (Daniel 10:19) “God loves you very much... don't be afraid! Calm yourself; be strong – yes, strong!”

Yes! Strong! In the Lord and in His mighty power (Ephesians 6:10). Father I keep making mistakes and limping my way back to You. Thank You for accepting me exactly as I am.

Continue fining and refining me. Keep up Your good works of cleansing me and making me whole. Thank You for this time away to fully experience once again what it is to truly be AGOG with God!

I love You so incredibly much and I am eternally grateful for Your willingness to care for one such as me.

Thank You Father. Let me use this day to Your good and to Your glory. Thank You. I love You. Amen.
(515 words ~ 11:06 a.m.)

Psalm 90

Friday, August 16, 2013 (6:41 a.m.)
Blessed Father,

May I just say the days are whizzing by?
(7:55 a.m.)
And with that said, I myself went zipping around the computer. Looking at this. Checking that. With my Bible open to Psalm 90:12 the whole time, asking You to “Teach us to number our days and recognize how few they are; help us to spend them as we should.”

Here's something I never knew: “Psalm 90. The only psalm attributed to Moses, this meditates on human frailty (1-12) and on dependency on the Lord (13-17).” (Illustrated Bible Handbook)

And with that said, I have the silliest grin on my face. Taking the time to read the beginning of this psalm, “A prayer of Moses, the man of God” I was getting lost in the poetic descriptions he used. Until verse six and the sounds of a distant lawn mower brought me back to my current surroundings.

“We are like grass that is green in the morning but mowed down and withered before the evening shadows fall”

Friday, August 16, 2013

pray without ceasing


Thursday, August 15, 2013 (6:47 a.m.)
Blessed Father,
Will today be the day that I actually stick to it and finish a prayer with You? With us being charged to “pray without ceasing” (1Thessalonians 5:17), are we ever really done?
Father God, I love You. Far too often my emotions get the best of me. How much better when YOU get my best! I start out with the finest laid plans only to allow them to be sidetracked. Waylaid.
How I LOVE being in Your Word! I turn to a section (1Thessalonians 5:14-28) and my heart, soul, mind and body feel stronger. Hope pervades. And truly, I just want to stay right here. Learning. Filling up on You.
I read Paul's words of commendation and encouragement to the believers in Thessalonica and I wholeheartedly ask You to include me in the blessing with which he greeted them. “To you who belong to God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ: May blessing and peace of heart be your rich gifts from God our Father and from Jesus Christ our Lord” (1:1).
As he continued urging them to “live blameless lives while looking expectantly for the Lord to come again” (Illustrated Bible Handbook) he drew his letter to a close with even more words of confidence in Your willing ability. “We pray that God Himself, the God of peace, will make you pure – belonging only to Him. We pray that your whole self – spirit, soul and body – will be kept safe and be blameless when our Lord Jesus Christ comes. The One who chose you will do that for you. You can trust Him” (5:23, 24).
Father God, as a Believer and Follower of Your Son, I humbly ask You to 'bless me and keep me this day. Smile down and show me Your kindness. Answer my prayers and give me Your peace' (Numbers 6:24-26) that I would readily share You, Your will and Your way with others. I love You so very much. I no longer wish to feel apathetic or afraid. Teach me to live abundantly (John 10:10) in and with, through and for only You. I love You. Thank You. Amen.
(367 words ~ 8:04 a.m.)

alert, not afraid


Tuesday, August 13, 2013 (7:44 a.m.)
Most Holy God,
Thank You. Sleep. Restful, regenerative sleep again renewed my soul. You provided me the peace with which to relax, refresh, recharge. Thank You Dearest Father that Your faith, hope and love never fails. Thank You that You provide everything we need to turn our trust back over to You.
Father, I confess the FEAR that has been running rampant over my very being. FEAR of people, places and things. FEAR of the unknowns and what ifs. Thank You Father that You call us again and again to not be afraid. Have faith. Believe. Trust. Ah, to truly rely on You and Your Word. Yes Father. I am here asking You to make it so in me this day.
The thoughts I think too often take me far from Your best for me. How I ask that You would continue Your work in teaching me to be alert, not afraid.

restless


Monday, August 12, 2013 (7:14 a.m.)
Awesome God,
Thank You. It was a l-o-n-g restless night. Much tossing and turning. Too many thoughts countered with the wonderful reminder, “If I'm worrying, I'm not praying. If I'm praying, I'm not worrying.”

renewal


Sunday, August 11, 2013 (6:40 a.m.)
Most Holy God,
Thank You! Thank You for rest and renewal. Thank You for the willingness to practice healthy communication.
Blessed Father, we fell so far away from Your best for us. Thank You for Your grace in allowing us to again make that sharp U-turn and come back to Your way of loving.
Father, I was trapped in the snare of score keeping. My feelings were hurt and bitterness festered. Thank You that no matter the severity of mistakes I make, You are more than willing and able to forgive and transform me.
Thank You Father that once again I get to read Paul's letter to Titus. Thank You for the reminder I find in chapter 3, verses 3-6a. “Once we, too, were foolish and disobedient; we were misled by others and became slaves to many evil pleasures and wicked desires. Our lives were full of resentment and envy. We hated others and they hated us. But when the time came for the kindness and love of God our Savior to appear, then He saved us – not because we were good enough to be saved but because of His kindness and pity – by washing away our sins and giving us the new joy of the indwelling Holy Spirit, whom He poured out upon us with wonderful fullness”.
Dearest Father, thank You that we are never lost to You. My thinking and attitude may far too often lead me away from Your best for us. Thank You that Your patient and loving kindness is far greater than any stubbornness on my part.
Thank You Father for sending Your Son on our behalf. Continue Your work in renewing me every single time I fail You. Thank You that You are so much greater than my flaws. I love You Father. Use me well this day. Thank You. Amen.
(315 words ~ 7:40 a.m.)