growth in the struggle

 Monday, December 15, 2025 (5:24 a.m.)

Blessed God,

Thank You again.

I started this Advent Season quite reluctantly. Not knowing what to expect, I didn’t want to participate at all.

You changed all that for me. In me. With me. By me. For me. All I had to do was be willing. And follow Your lead. It hasn’t always been easy. And I thank You for the growth that comes through the honest struggle.

Two weeks ago I trusted You to teach me to HOPE. And You did. One step at a hopeful time. 

Last week You provided me the PEACE I needed to persevere through each day. Even when one required PJs and Christmas movies.

You’ve been teaching me a LOT about myself Lord. What I want. What I don’t want. What I need. And what I don’t need. Thank You Lord!

Yesterday You brought me JOY unbounded. The sky was truly the limit!. There was energy. Desire. Decorating.

And dancing!

Yes! Here. In the living room. With a hugging stuffed gorilla. There was not one part of me that felt alone. Awkward. Or embarrassed.

Quite the opposite actually. I felt alive. Brave. Confident. Thank You Father.

You are teaching me to look for and trust You. That still, small voice (1 Kings 19:12b).

(5:53 a.m.)

Oh, You are good Dear Lord!

The Life Recovery Bible comment for 1 Kings 19:5-18 ends with this profound Truth.

“God dealt with Elijah in a loving, patient manner by reassuring him that he was not alone. Reassurance and rest are a solid prescription for someone afflicted with self-doubt [Hi! Have we met?!]. We need to build a community of support to help us through the difficult times of recovery. Without the help of others, it will be impossible for us to succeed.”

You are teaching me Lord. And I am grateful. Do all You must so I continue growing in the struggle. I love, need, trust and want You Lord. Use me exactly as You know is best.

♪Keep Me In The Moment Help me live with my eyes wide open ‘Cause I don’t want to miss what You have for me♪

Thank You. Praise You. Amen.

(352 words ~ 6:03 a.m.)