settled

Friday, October 5, 2018 (7:10 a.m.)

Holy God,

Thank You. Mm, yes. Thank You.

Sleep was hard to come by. Starts. Stops. So much thinking. And then? Settled.

Mm, yes. Settled. Thank You Father.

My thoughts bordered on chaotic. Condemning. And finally, accepting.

Holy God, I have been waiting. Waiting to feel better. Waiting to see. Waiting to act. Waiting to change.

Somewhere in the very early morning hours the possibility of this current situation being my new normal came to mind. Followed almost immediately by words from The Serenity Prayer.

Acceptance. Courage. Change. And the sense of settling in.

Matt 5:25