Saturday, March 14, 2015
(7:19 a.m.)
Holy Father,
I sit here with nothing to
say.
♫Praise
Him!♫
Yes. I did wake up singing ♫Praise
God from whom all blessings flow...♫
And my very first spoken words were, “Oh my God!” What looked
like fire in the sky was jaw-droppingly beautiful.
Blessed Father, thank You
that You allow me to ramble with You. My thoughts don't have to be
perfect. Just honest.
“Here's what I want you to
do: Find a quiet, secluded place so you won't be tempted to role-play
before God. Just be there as simply and honestly as you can manage.
The focus will shift from you to God, and you will begin to sense His
grace” (Matthew 6:6 The Message).
Mm.
Quiet. Secluded. Not role-playing. “Just be there as simply and
honestly as you can manage.” And in doing so it still comes back to
me saying to You once again, “I miss my Mom!” I really, truly
miss my Mom!
So
with that said, as simply and honestly as I can manage, it's as
though the dam burst. All the tears I've been holding back are
falling. Streaming. Pooling. Thank You Father. Thank You that I don't
have to have a script with You. Thank You that I just get to be
honest. Thank You.
Thank
You that as I wait to sense Your grace, I get to look and read and
search and wait some more. Mm, wait. I'm good at waiting. Maybe too
good at times. But good all the same.Thank You Father for making me
who You want me to be.
Thank
You that I get to turn to You. Look for You. Trust in You. Count on
You. And truly believe You to be my Shepherd (Psalm 23). The One who
will guide and support me all the days of my life. Thank You that
verse six of this Psalm reminds me of my Mom every single time.
“Surely
Your goodness and love will be with me all my life. And I will live
in the house of the Lord forever” (ICB – International
Children's Bible). Even
better. Of all the translations and paraphrases I've read of this
verse this morning, how appropriate that it would be a children's
Bible that spoke loudest to me.
Father,
thank You for the tremendous ways You have of caring for us. Right
down to the smallest detail. Empower and enable me to serve You well
this day. Bless me and keep me to the task of loving You and others
as You desire. With all of my heart, soul, mind and strength (Mark
12:30-31).
I'm
saying it again. I miss my Mom! But oh how I thank and praise You for
the privilege of having been loved by her. Thank You Father. I love
You. Amen.
(471
words ~ 8:31 a.m.)
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