Wednesday,
August 7, 2013 (7:05 a.m.)
Awesome
God,
Here I am. Just as I am. Feeling grumpy. Bitter. Resentful. Building
deadly mountains out of puny molehills. Father, forgive me. I keep
sliding deeper and deeper into the pit of self. I confess to behaving
badly. Walling myself off. Holding back for fear of getting hurt. And
hurting others in the process.
Father, I come to You. ♫Just
as I am, without one plea But that Your blood was shed for me♫
(John 6:37). I come. Dragging my feet. Kicking and screaming the
whole way. I have not been revering Your holiness. I have been
doubting. And whining. Building cases of justification in my heart
and soul and mind.
I confess to not being loving. Or kind. I have been behaving
hurtfully and hatefully. I've been wanting others to pay because I
have been feeling put upon and misunderstood. This is not the way I
want to live Dearest Father. You have definitely raised me better
than this.
So here I am confessing to feeling put upon. My good nature taken
advantage of. And I am asking You the Holiest of Holies to do
something good and wonderful, kind and loving with my hurtful and
hateful heart.
This behavior isn't me. It is exactly why You sent Your Son into this
world. To save the lost
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