Thursday, May 5, 2016 (4:50
a.m.)
Blessed Father God,
You know me. The hurts. The
hopes. The willingness. Or lack thereof to fully participate. I look
to You to guide and teach me again this day.
Thank You Father.
(6:52 a.m.)
Thank You for extra rest.
Thank You for added hopefulness.
It's our National Day of
Prayer and I was just beginning to feel distressed and disappointed
with the state of our nation. Thank You Blessed Father for once again
reminding me of the joyful hope we have in You.
I was again dreading and
doubting. Feeling cynical and skeptical. Considering all the reasons
I might use to support my rationale of “What's the use? There's
just no hope.”
Then You had me reading of
how You used Joseph's imprisonment (Genesis 39:19-23) to Your good
and to Your glory. Thank You Father that in searching the phrase
“high hopes” I came across a study by Stephen J. Cole entitled,
“Lesson 68: High Hopes, No Hope – But God (Genesis 40:1-23).
It was here I read of hopes
being dashed. “If it happens more than once, to protect yourself
from further hurt you may stop praying and hoping at all.” Uh,
yeah!
Thank You Father that it was
while reading this article that I remembered that I am to hope in
YOU, not circumstances! Joseph's experiences were used as examples of
having high hopes and the disappointments that may follow when they
are not met as we expect.
I confess to You right now
that I still tend to lean toward the cause and effect approach to
trusting You. If I feel, am, think or do thus and such then You will
answer my prayers in my time according to my desire. Uh, no!
Not even. You know exactly
all that is best. In this article I am reminded that while we “can't
control many of the things that happen” to us, we can control our
attitude to those things. I forget this. Often! I think I want what I
want when I want it when in reality what I really want is You!
Attempting to deny reality
or overlook problems is never the answer. Hm. Look at this. I've been
thinking of having “joyful hope” and what I'm reading refers to
the apostle Paul's experience (Philippians 4:12) as “hopeful joy”.
Even this I bring to You
Blessed God. Last night I thought on the Holy Spirit controlling our
lives and producing “this kind of fruit in us: love, joy, peace,
patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and
self-control” (Galatians 5:22-23a).
I coupled that Truth with 1
Corinthians 13:13. “There are three things that will endure –
faith, hope, and love – and the greatest of these is love.” Love
is listed first in the fruit of the Spirit and as the greatest of
what will continue forever. Followed by joy in one verse and hope in
the other.
I am in desperate need of
huge doses of both. Whether it be joyful hope or hopeful joy, You be
in charge. Leading. Guiding. Directing me to becoming exactly who it
is You have always desired for me to be. Yours and Yours alone,
eternally!
Father, how genuinely I
thank You. Do all You must. In, by, through, with and for me. I love
You. Thank You. Amen.
(556 words ~ 9:23 a.m.)
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