Thursday, January 29, 2015
(6:51 a.m.)
Blessed Father,
You provide our every single
need (Philippians 4:19). I look in Your Word and find Truth. Hope.
Joy. I look here around me and I see mess. Disorder. Confusion.
My mind wanders. It waffles
back and forth between my own desire for a pathway out of indecision
and what I think to be true. You are Truth. Goodness. Grace.
I've thought wrong for many
years. I haven't used resources wisely or well. I want that to
change. I look to You wanting leadership. Insight. Wisdom. Courage.
Yes, Blessed Father. Courage
to change. There's a huge battle going on in my mind. There's all I
think I know standing in opposition to how things appear. And that's
where I call back to You. I want to know You. Your Truth. Your will.
Your way. AND have the courage to follow it.
Work in me. Work through me.
By me. For me. With me.
Reading Paul's letter to the
Philippians, I realize there is SO much more in here than initially
meets my eye. It is so easy for me to skim over and miss deep
meaning. How would it be to truly live as though You and Jesus have
given me “grace and peace” (1:2)?
I know You have. I've
experienced it more often than not. But do I live each day as if that
is the case? I don't think so. Am I still inclined to harshly judge
and find myself incredibly unworthy at most every turn? Why yes. Yes
I do.
Blessed Father, thank You
for verses in Your Word that speak to me. Loudly. Thank You for the
opportunity to see them freshly. Too often I read right over them.
And then there are the times that I stop mid-sentence to go back and
glean gold.
That is the case this
morning. Philippians 1:10. “For I want you to understand what
really matters, so that you may live pure and blameless lives until
Christ returns.”
It's been well over a month
that I have been using the phrase, “I don't care. It doesn't
matter.” Often said out loud. Sometimes just thought very loudly.
The Truth is, somethings DO matter! And those are what I long to
focus on.
Father, thank You. Thank You
for speaking with me. Thank You for drawing out the underlying guck
that keeps tripping me up.
Thank You for Paul's words
to his friends in Philippi. Thank You for the Illustrated Bible
Handbook's description of his
prayer to them. He not only wanted them to “abound in love” (v.
9). He prayed they would “have the insight to know 'what is best'
that they may 'be pure and blameless until the day of Christ' (10).”
Do
all You must Dear Lord that I would live as You would have me live. I
love You. Thank You. Amen.
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