Sunday,
December 30, 2012 (6:51 a.m.)
Holy
Blessed Father,
Another year has almost past. I am thanking You for the changes You
are making in me. Thank You for teaching me the importance of meeting
with You every morning. I've yet to do it perfectly. There are still
far too many times I let other thoughts or plans get in the way. Keep
working in me and my priorities Blessed Father God.
I am supposed to be packed and ready to go this morning. I tend to
take too much. This is a habit that needs to change. There are many
things I want. Few I need. Show me Father. Work in and through me to
Your good and Your glory.
I don't know where in Your Word to turn this morning. I'll be looking
for six things today. I thought it was going to be 'children
playing'. It made sense while I was awakening. Now? Not so much.
My head doesn't seem to be in the game. I keep wanting to jump up and
get busy. Where do You want me Father? What do You have for me to
learn?
I am reading in Mark (10:13-16) and tears are falling. I don't know
what has been triggered. At first I couldn't even remember how I got
here. I was looking through the Topical Index at the back of my
Bible, trying to find something on 'priorities'.
Yeah. You're right. “Powerlessness”. I forgot. Seven Twelve Step
Devotions [Hey! At least I have tomorrow's verse for the 12 Days of
Christmas Song! Thank You very much!] Okay. Okay. Back to Step One.
Yes, Father. That is EXACTLY where I need to be. And the line for
today followed quickly. Going back to step one, ♫Our
True Lord gave to me, six words for saying♫
“...that our life had become unmanageable.”
Father, thank You. Life doesn't always make sense. Simple things
become ridiculous. Thank You that I get to come before You exactly as
I am. Confused. Fragile. Weak. Afraid. Nervous. Upset. And confess
that my life has become unmanageable.
The 12 Step devotional I choose for this morning is The Paradox
of Powerlessness.
It correlates with 2Corinthians 4:7-10. Paul tells
about “this precious treasure – this light and power that now
shine within us” (v.7a) that we carry “in our weak bodies”.
“Everyone can see that the glorious power within must be from God
and is not our own. We are pressed on every side by troubles, but not
crushed and broken... perplexed... but don't give up and quit... get
knocked down, but we get up again and keep going” (vs.7b-9).
And how is this? “Everyday we experience something of the death of
the Lord Jesus, so that we may also know the power of the life of
Jesus in these bodies of ours” (v. 10 – PHILLIPS).
And here is my hope. The last paragraph of The Life Recovery
Bible's devotional, “Once
we recognize the paradox of powerlessness it can be quite a relief.
We don't have to always be strong or pretend to be perfect. We can
live a real life, with daily struggles, in a human body beset with
weakness and still find the power from above to keep going without
being crushed or broken.”
YES! I get to admit to being
powerless and trust that You will help me. ♫Six
words for saying♫,
“...that our life had become unmanageable.” Thank You for
reminding me. Thank You for being my True Lord. My True Love! Work in
me as You need to make me who You want.
I love You. Thank You. Amen.
(605 words ~ 8:25 a.m.)
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